My Sunday Morning

Hi, everyone..
Hope you all have a nice day..
Have you taken your breakfast? How was it?
I just hope it was something new and good..
Today i woke up kinda a little bit late at 9:45am...
But hey today's is my off day, so i don't have to wake up early
Now i haven't take my breakfast yet..nah, maybe later on..
Well, i had my shower and i go online to check my facebook and
updating my blog...it's been so long i haven't updated it...
Now i really can't wait for this evening..
I want to go out to the beach to play some sport with the guest...
Yesterday, i play volleyball with them..now my hands hurt but not that bad
And tomorrow I'll be working..on Wednesday night after work
i will be going back home to Papar...
It's been so long haven't been back there...
I really cant wait to go back home :)

Camouflage

Chorus: I’m a camouflage,
Hiding from my real world,
Camouflage, that’s who I am,
No one will ever notice,
Yellow, blue, red that’s my color,
I’m a camouflage, camouflage~~~

I’m white from the outside,
But too much to know from the inside,
Look at me once, there you’ll know,
So much of me,
So much of my life,
You’ll never know which one is real,
Cause I’ve been hiding from the crowd

You’re happy when you saw me smile,
But you never know how I feel,
So trapped, drowned and confused,
I fake my smile, pretending to be happy,
But you’ll never know the truth,
Never know what I should do,
I just don’t want to see you hurt

I’ve been living with all my lies,
Some are too dangerous to know,
It just might kill you inside,
To know what you shouldn’t be,


Lyrics by: Emma Gabrie
Date: 09/10/2009
Email: becks07_emma@yahoo.com

The Day I Went Back 08/01/11

At first I was so happy to be back home again. It feels like I haven’t been home for so long. I arrived home at 9:37pm. And I was so surprised to see new dogs at home which I named her Dobby. She was so super active and she has nice fur. That night, I slept late at 12:10am. But the next day I have to wake up so early because I want to go to the church. That day, it is supposed to have lucky draw but too bad it was being postponed to another Sunday. How I wish I was there to collect my price. That Sunday, I woke up at 7am and getting ready to church. Too bad I was a little bit late so I end up need to walk to the church but I go with my grandmother and other grandmother who lived nearby. When we reach the church, the three of us sat together. Then, so sad I saw he was there too. Now I really want to avoid him completely out of my life. But he still can be my best friends. And again, lets it be just friend. Then, I met few of my new gang. When we will have a drinking and drunken session again? I really miss the moment with them. It was so fun and I really enjoy a lot. When, I saw he outside the church, I did not approach him. I think he was expecting me to approach him but maybe next time. I feel sad and guilty for not approaching him. Let us two be apart for a while. I don’t want to fall in love with him again for the second time because I feel so miserable with him. I’m not saying that he is being cruel to me but it just that I can’t take the decision that I made which is to end up our relationship. Hopefully, soon I can easily get over him. Let me forget that the two of us ever had a relationship. That Sunday, I keep on looking at the time because my dad wants so send me back to Rasa Ria Resort at 5pm. I feel so heavy and sad to go back there because I still not used to with the environment there. I could feel that part of me don’t want to leave the house. I could feel that part of me is crying but what else I can do. This was my only opportunity to get the experience. I forced myself to be strong and be confidence to face tomorrow. I forced myself not to cry when I leaved my house. Finally, I manage to control myself even though it looks clear that I don’t want to leave my home.

Happy Day

Hi all, sorry its been a long time i havent update my blog. Cause now I've start doing my practical training here in Rasa Ria Resort, Tuaran. Everything here is so super duper fine. And i'm really looking forward for the next task that was given to me. Here, i've met few friends from ATIC. The environment here is good and most of all i was so happy to be here. Well freinds, soon i will update my blog when i'm not so super duper busy. See ya and take care everyone.

Stepping on to the new working environment...!!!

Hi, all... Good morning Hope you have a great day. I'm so super sudper happy right now but also a little bit nervous because tomorrow i will be going for an interview at Rasa Ria Resort, Tuaran. But i believe that i can do it. I need confidence , peace of mind and extra knowledge about that place I hope everything is going to be okay I still cant believe it. Yesterday, i just ask my lecturer to submit the letter of industrial training there and at night they called me to tell about the interview. Wow, it was super express and I was like So shock.. But I will take this opportunities for me to improve and get a job. So that, I can travel to Japan. Yeah, I really want to travel to Japan. Maybe this end of year. Hopefully.. Well then, wish me luck...!!!

2ne1 - Love is Ouch

[All] Break it down now
Break it down now
Break it down now
This how it's goin' down

[Minzy] Saranghandamyeonseo wae
Nal jakku himdeulgae hae
Dodaechae mweoga bulmanindae
Yojeun deuleo bujjeok neuleonan ganseop
Chamgyeoni nal jichigae hae

[CL] Hey, geureokhae ddo myeochiljjae
Nan ni junhwareul pihae
I tell you what's going on
Naman haengbokhagae haejugaetdadun ni geu yaksok, boy
Tell me what's up, what's up neon mani dallajyeosseo

[Sandara] Neoneun shwipgae neomeo garyeo hajiman
Beolsseo shigani da dwaetna bwa
Time to say good bye, motdeuleun cheokhajima
Oorin imi yejeonae over, eejaen gogaereul dolryeo
Nan eebyul norael bulleo, bye my love

[Minzy] Deo nopeun nal kkoya jeo meolli
Dalkomhan yuhokae na sokjineun ana
Saero-oon shijak eejaen eebyulae shigan
Himchgae dashi naganeun geoya

[Bom] Geureoni neo yeokshi naegaeseo youngwonhee
Jayuroweo jigil barae jigeun eesoongan
Sarangeun eonjaena a-eeya-eeya apeumdo itneun geoya
Eejae neol itneun geoya

[CL] Bujjeok neuleonan datoomae jeollo heulleona-oneun hamsoom
Oorin seoro-aegae jalmot hago isseo neodo algo isseo geugeol that I'm better without you
Banbokdwaeneun seoro-aegae jwaega dwaeneun georeon ssa-oom oorin seoro igiryeo hae
Eerun nae jashini sileo geuraeseo deo niga miweo eejaen neoreul ji-ooryeo hae

[Sandara] Eebyuldo saragirago saenggakhaejweo
You'd drive me crazy, eereodaga neol miweo halgeoman gata
Daeshin malhaejulgae it's over, eejaen gogaereul dolryeo
Nan eebyul norael bulleo, bye my love

[CL] Deo nopeun nal kkoya jeo meolli
Dalkomhan yuhokae na sokjineun ana
Saero-oon shijak eejaen eebyulae shigan
Himchgae dashi naganeun geoya

[Bom] Geureoni neo yeokshi naegaeseo youngwonhee
Jayuroweo jigil barae jigeun eesoongan
Sarangeun eonjaena a-eeya-eeya apeumdo itneun geoya
Eejae neol itneun geoya

[CL] Eodil gadeun I will think of you
Eonjaena neul gyeotae neul yeopae (All right)
[Bom] Neol wihae gidohaejulgae du sohn moa
Haengbokhae youngwonhee youngwonhee youngwonhee hamkkae handago

[Sandara] Deo nopeun nal kkoya jeo meolli
Dalkomhan yuhokae na sokjineun ana
Saero-oon shijak eejaen eebyulae shigan
Himchgae dashi naganeun geoya

[Bom] Geureoni neo yeokshi naegaeseo youngwonhee
Jayuroweo jigil barae jigeun eesoongan
Sarangeun eonjaena a-eeya-eeya apeumdo itneun geoya
Eejae neol itneun geoya

[All] Break it down now
It's almost over now

[Sandara] Nan itji ana day and night
Eonjaena neowa hamkkaehan chu-eok
Neowa hamkkaehan chu-eok

Day 2 of Boring Day

Ohayo gozaimasu, minasan. Ogenki desu ka? Watashi wa genki ja nai desune. I have to wake up very early this morning because I'm going to college to get my final exam result, settle my industrial training and update my blog. And this morning, i can't sleep well because i had toothache plus my cat were fighting last night. I'm so sleepy right now but i'm happy to meet my friends and my lecturers. . And you know what, i had update my blog with seven topics not included this one. That's a record for today. Now, I'm thinking what should I do next. Oh ya, I just remember that this evening I'm going to meet Mrs. Christiana regarding my practical training. Can't wait to work....!!!!! I don't want to feel bored in my life. I should start this new year by going for work and get paid by the boss and have FUN...!!!! WISH ME BEST OF LUCK...!!!! Enjoy your day today..!! Don't waste your time...!!!! HAVE FUN YA'LL...