Time pass us by so quickly
Leaving all the memories behind
All sorrow and joy that we have shared
I tried to move on
But still couldn’t let you go out of my life
Every where that I go, I reminded of us
I’m sure this is the mistake that I will make again
Taking you back into my life
My instinct could not accept you
But my heart start to give you a second chance
No matter how hard I tried to forget you
I just couldn’t do it
It makes my life so miserable without you
I guess that I need you more
To fill this empty space in my heart
You have become a piece of me
That I couldn’t let you go easily
Maybe I was not thinking wisely
Or maybe I’m not aware with the possibilities of my mistake
Am I blinded with the unknown love?
How am I supposed to know that I love you?
I keep on running from falling in love
But suddenly I feel that love is chasing after me
All that I can say is that I just couldn’t let you go
There’s something about you that makes me hard to let you go
This connection is so strong
I can feel my heartbeat when you are near me
I can’t tell how’s my life would be without you
Everyday I keep on thinking about you
I know that I’m wrong and guilty
For making you confuse with my own feeling
For not telling the truth about how I feel about you
But it doesn’t matter anymore
Because I know you can read and understand me
I think only you that can make me feel so calm
When my world is shaking hard
Only you that give the comfort when I needed one
Feels like you have won my heart
But sometimes I feel it shouldn’t be like this
This is not what I’m wanting for
My journey is still a long way to go
Yet there’s so many things that I need to achieve
I tried to leave all about you behind
And again I couldn’t let you go
My heart soar every time I think about to let you go
My soul was dying without you next to me
Your life has lighten each of my days
Giving me courage to face the uncertainty
Letting you go might be good for my future
But I will be hopeless without you
Because I just couldn’t let you go easily
To tell you the truth I think I’m addicted to your life
Your weaknesses has become invisible to me
I can see happiness when I’m with you
Even though there is still sadness in my eyes
I fake my smile so that you will not see my sadness
But I know truly that you known me better than I do
Because everyday you try to learn more about me
And trying to understand me
Too bad I’m not doing the same thing that you’ve done
Until one day we have a fight
You and I both have lost our sense of connection
The world seems to tumbles and downs
We have tried our best to make it right
But these things cannot be fix with argument
Suddenly it looks like we are not meant to be together
However, it is hard for me to let you go
And I keep on asking why?
Why I cannot accept you but it’s hard for me to let you go?
I wish love should not be complicated like this
Truly by:
Emma Gabrie (June 2nd, 2011)
