c.o.n.f.u.s.e.☺.☺

Few months ago, i noticed that there is a guy that keep on disturbing my Facebook, i mean that he keep on sending me message. I really don't know more about this guy. I don't even know why he keep on sending me message Actually, I don't want to reply him back but i'm pity for him. He might think that I'm being unfriendly But these few days, he keep on sending me message like he care more about me but honestly I DON'T LIKE HIM I mean, I don't have time for love right now. I heart was still close due to under heart renovation I'm not ready for love commitment. I just want to finish this current progress. Meaning, now, I just looking for friends not love. Let the love fall smoothly later on..hahah For him, well i dont know how to tell him that i'm not in love with him. But the more i tried to ignore him, the more i feel so guilty I really don't like this kind of feeling. But i just hope that soon he will understand

Wednesday the 1st Dec

I woke up early then getting ready to college..need to find some information regarding my tips for final exam for next week I need to get all the things done now before our guest from Discovery College, Hong Kong come. I really want to have fun with the guest as well We had received the name lists for the guest and we already knew where they were staying. So, in my house there would be 3 guests which origin from Australia (Alex), USA (Ryan) and New Zealand (Scott) They will arrive at night around 8-9pm. Before they came to our Homestay, they went to Klias to see the fireflies Then, they must be so tired but oh well, the next day i will spend more time with all of them

Today's joke

Hey, guys read this jokes hehehe it is so funny that the old man manage to trick the NY lawyer Enjoy it :)


A New York lawyer went duck hunting in eastern North Carolina. He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on the other side of a fence. As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an older man asked him what he was doing. The lawyer responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field, I'm going to retrieve it."
The old farmer replied. "This is my property, and you are not coming over here."
The indignant lawyer said, "I am one of the best trial attorneys in the U.S. and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything!
The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don't know how we do things here in North Carolina. We settle small disagreements like this with the NC Three-Kick Rule."
The lawyer asked, "What is the NC three-Kick Rule?"
The Farmer replied. "Well, first I kick you three times and then you kick me three times, and so on, back and forth, until someone gives up."
The New York attorney quickly thought about the proposed contest and decided that he could easily take the old southerner. He agreed to abide by the local custom.
The old farmer slowly climbed down from the tractor and walked up to the city feller. His first kick planted the toe of his heavy work boot into the lawyer's groin and dropped him to his knees. His next too kicks caused the lawyer so much pain that he just about gave up. However, the New York lawyer summoned every bit of his will and managed to get to his feet and said, "Okay, you old redneck southerner, now it's my turn." The old North Carolina farmer smiled and said, "Naw, I give up. You can have the duck."

Monday 291110

Today, I wake up early like usual because i need to go to the college. Even though this week is our study break but i still have to go for Japanese class where i will sing a Japanese song, Mousukoshi by Atsumi Saori. The good news is that it already over and i get full marks for singing Japanese song test. Thank God. i don't to worry for anything else. Now, I want to concentrate on my final exam that would be next week. I need to study early so that I will not get distracted when the last group from Discovery College come to Koposizon Homestay for 3days and 2nights stay. I wanna have lots of fun this week. Moreover, it was holiday for me. So, I can spend most of my time with them. Hopefully, there would be handsome guys staying in my house

Thursday the 25th Nov

I wake up early as usual but now i still feel so sleepy. So tired. I slept late last night because I'm doing my LAST MINUTE studying for Japanese Test which is today start at 1045am. Well, I hope I can do it. I BELIEVE THAT I CAN DO IT. I want to get more than 40 answer that is correct. Last test, I only get 39 marks out of 50. This is also due to the last minute of study. That time, i was busy with the tourists from Hong Kong that had arrived and I have no time to study. But the good thing is that, I passed my Japanese test and I am able to meet and have fun with the guests.

Take this my bad bad habit...!!!

ZOMG.... I really cant believed this. I'm a SHOPAHOLIC... NOooOO.. I really have to get rid of this habits. If not i'm might end up been broke and penniless. I do have the habits to save money but when I saw something that I really want the most, I will surely bought more that just what I'm supposed to buy. GOOOO AWAY BAD HABITS... I want to save money for travelling to England or Brazil.To watch for my favourite football team in a match or maybe going somewhere which is near such as Japan, Korea or Hong Kong to visit my friends who ever came to my village. Well, that could be my GOAL for next year which is to travel. I'm envy for my brother because he ever go to KOREA. I hate the day that I'm sicks which make lose the chance to go to KOREA.

3 Secrets to a Healthier Salad

If you think all salads are healthy, think again. It's all about the ingredients. If you pile on too many fried or fatty extras or dressings high in sugar or fat, your once-healthy salad could become a dieter's nightmare. Here are three tips to finding a salad that's still delicious but won't add to your waistline:

1. Slice up some jalapenos. Jalapeno peppers are a great source of capsaicin, which can boost metabolism and regulate blood sugar.

2. Add in garbanzo beans. Want to stay full longer? Try some beans, which contain both filling fiber and protein, in your salad.

3. Stick to the whites. If you want some eggs on your salad, try topping it with egg whites rather than the entire egg—one egg contains a whopping 215 milligrams of cholesterol.

South Island School, HK

The guests who stay in my house were having their Day 1 breakfast. There are four students (Alan Lock, Charles, Chris Wong and Petteri Taimi) and one part time supervisor, Andrew McCarthy. All of them came from different nationality which are from New York, Finland, Spain, Chinese and Malaysia.

Constance and Petteri students from South Island School, Hong Kong were trying the local delicacies which is known "ambuyat" among the local Malays and "binihigut" among the Kadazan people.

All the students, teachers, staff and the local host family were gathering at the community hall for a short briefing of the Day 1 program. The Dragonfly staff were giving them the briefing.

Dylan the staff from Dragonfly Tour Company trying to open the coconut shell. "Good luck, Dylan".

Finally, he manage to open it but he still have to open again the coconut before he can go to the next process which is the coconut grating :)

After, he had opened the coconut and crush it into two, he and Chase (also the Dragonfly staff) doing the coconut grating in traditional ways. Nowadays, to do the coconut grating is much more easier and fast which it using the coconut grating machine. Let the city boys to it traditional. Hehe :)

This is my grandma teaching the SIS student to make the "atap" or roof. It is looks to easy but it need skills to make it. Meaning that even though you had managed to finish it, but if u don't have the knowledge and skill to do it, it will not be suitable during rainy season ;)

Some of the students climbing up the ladder to take the coconut "fresh from the tree :P" Let them experience to take the coconut. It is so easy to get a coconut in the village but if you go to the city, it will cost you around RM 3 - RM 5.

Drink the coconut like there's no tomorrow. There are two different colors of a young coconut which are orange and green.

Chieku, the Dragonfly staff and my mum were doing the rubber tapping. To tap a rubber, it should be going down circling the tree. It cannot be straight going down because it will harm the tree and it will not produce good quality of latex.

The students are trying the traditional instrument. The "gongs" is easy to learn but the "kulintangan" the small sets of gong that perform as the keyboard instrument is really difficult to learn.

Andrew was trying to do the rubber tapping after been brief by the owner. He did managed to tap it and there's latex flowing. After him, there are so many students also rubber tape the tree and in the end it had spoil the tree..too bad for the tree...hahaha

Hong Kong Second Group

Last Wednesday 3rd November, there is a group from Korean International School, Hong Kong arrived to Koposizon Homestay Kg. Papaga, Papar. They arrived around 9pm after their trip to Beaufort. There are 29 students, 3 teachers and 3 Dragonfly staffs. All of them looks so tired because of a long way journey from Beaufort. When they arrived, our homestay coordinator, Mr. William gives out his welcome speech. They all of them will be divided to their host family. In my house, there are four students (3 Korean and 1 Japanese) and two staffs (From Malaysian and New Zealand) staying. The students are Sola Lee, Shine, Jennifer and Shiori. While the two Dragonfly staff are Chieku and Chase. On their first night, the students are supposed to sleep early at 10pm but they instead still awake until almost 12 midnight.

The next morning, they have to wake up at 7am to prepare themselves before they take their breakfast at 8am. Around 8:45am, they went to the community hall to do the activities that have been prepared for them. When all of them had arrived, the Dragon fly staffs divided the students into two group and each group will be lead by the homestay host. All of the other students and staff were gathering at the community hall before they proceed to do the rubber tapping activities and going to the paddy field. After that, Before noon, they are doing the cooking demonstration such as making the sago pancake and "ambuyat". Beside that, they are also doing the roof making demonstration, sago grating demonstration and the highlighted part is eating the sago grubs. This sago grubs is well known for its high in protein. In the evening, Robert Homestay group ( Derek, Dylan, Robert, Sabhya, Enzo and one Korean guy)and my homestay group (Chase, Shiori, Jennifer, Sola, Chieku and me) we playing football at my field in front of my house. I'm with Derek's team playing. Our team loss but we did have several goals and I did scores 1 goal for my team. Then, that night we are having the farewell party at the community hall to our guest from Korean International School, HK. We had our dinner there before we proceed to cultural dances (Sazau Papar and Mogunatip). I did taught them the banboo dance. Everyone look enjoy and happy. Around 9:30pm ,we all are going back to our home. At home, all our guests and me were massaging Chieku and Chase because they looked so tired. There are two more students (Cindy and Irene) from Ethel Homestay who came to stay in our house. Meaning there are overall 8 pax in my home. But that night is enjoyable even though it was their only short trip, every moments was counted as it was so precious.

The next day, they woke up at 7am and getting ready to pack their bags before breakfast. That morning was their last day with us. After, we had our breakfast, we all walk to the community hall. As we arrived to the community hall, Jennifer was so angry because the bus that will take them to Manukan Island came early. They were so sad leaving to the next destination. Both Shiori and Jennifer cried when its time to leaved. This shows a good feedback from the guests that they loved the life in Koposizon Homestay.