:(

.............i'm confuse with my feelings now. i'm not sure how and why i feel like this..
its feel like there's a thing that bothering me but i don't know what. i think i don't
have reason to be sad, happy or do something that i love...i wish i can refresh my feeling
and find a place that can heal this...
but when i think back, i just don't know what to do...
hey, don't get me wrong...!!! i'm not going to do something stupid....

i love my life and i'm going to live it well...